turnaround

I’m saddened by the news and was led to think about how ready I really am to deal with these turnaround in life...

Turnaround that involves death of those I've known, going through slow & painful departure either by incurable illness or unfortunate accident…

I understand the fact that death will eventually come for everyone, yet I'm disturbed by the thoughts that it is arriving upon people around me.

Always thought I'm emotionally strong enough to withstand such turnaround, but here I am, finding myself unprepared to face such unpredictable events in life...



Maybe lives' like water, something which we couldn't hold for long...

baffle

The world around me seems simple but yet it's complex & confusing...

Volcanic eruption strikes unpredictably, earthquakes happened without much warning and worst of all, people baffle one and other...



Seemer is such a pain in the ass, enough said...

随心

恋爱吧，仿佛不曾受过伤一般 ~
跳舞吧，有如没人会观看一般 ~
歌唱吧，就像没人在聆听一般 ~
工作吧，似乎不需要金钱一般 ~
生活吧，犹如今天是末日一般 ~

说真的，我蛮喜欢这段出自神父「艾佛列德·德索萨」之笔的诗，含义是想告诉人们，应该珍惜与别人共度的时光，不要只是空等待，因为「等待」不是通往快乐的道路。



毕竟，快乐本身就像一段道路，它是一段旅程，而不是终点。

家

幼小时的我，就不喜欢向外人提起我的家。

「家」在我心中并不是一个很值得去向人炫耀的东西... 所以当外人问起我家的事，我都只会简单的带过…

或许是因为我自小就在一个健全但复杂的家庭中成长…
温暖的家，彷佛只是个代名词，真的离我很遥远。



简单来说，错误的婚姻，复杂的家…
令我对爱情与婚姻没有信心。

没兴趣

我懒得跟自以为是的人一般见识… 我不喜欢无益的争论。
因为我认为无声的抗议，远远胜过无知的呐喊。



井底蛙之争，我没兴趣。

decision

Ok, after deciding, somehow it's like a heavy weight being lifted off shoulders…



I'm aware that this isn’t a wise move, but I've learned to look at it from a brighter point of view, treating this as life's way of toughening myself up and hopefully, to become a more emotionally resilient being.

勇·弃

累了… 好想放慢脚步，卸下包袱，洒脱的放逐自己…
开始那寂寞的人生旅程，努力寻找自己生活上的平衡點。



不过… 说归说，想要做到，真的好难…
因为想放弃一切需要莫大的勇气。

life

I’m the sort who likes to dwell on melancholy, it’s like an addiction since childhood…

Well, there’s nothing spectacular about childhood, except for the ups and downs, it's like an emotional rollercoaster that somehow had molded me to who I am today…

Literally, I’m neither depressed nor pessimistic, just that seeing & feeling the quiet moments & the sorrows of life makes me learn to appreciate it even more…

Life is poignantly beautiful... Don't you think so?



Enjoy the drink, Monday Blues...
"Blues of life brewed with lonely feelings of mine"

思念

2801没有你的夜，很清楚时光没有停止过，但我一直在原地踏步，迟迟不愿向前迈进一步…

在那段最艰难的时期，曾尝试忘记你, 但始终没能完全放下对你的感情。

如果思念真的是一种病，那我真的是病入膏肓了吧。

或许这思念太沉重了… 因为再多的阳光，我也只能低头的期待…

swing

Just got home...

Ok, confession time! I bragged a little... Even if I had the luck, probably won't even appreciate the fuck, because I suck with women at times...

Oh well, didn't visit No.5, had detour to Ice Cold Beer for a drink after the movie...



Party crowd was cool, but beer didn't taste as good as it was, maybe it's due to the swing...

ending

Love stories, heard more than my brain could recall,
most of it don’t end with a happy ending…

Relationships, been through more than my fingers could count,
none of it had a happy ending.



Ok, I’ve made my point, time for Hoegaarden @ No.5.
Hope I’m in luck to get a fuck.

woke up

Everyday I woke up dreaming...
As if my sleep had went on, leaving my soul behind.

Sometimes I woke up feeling...
Somewhere in the middle, my life is like a tragic comedy.

Yet I woke up thinking...
If reality is like a window, I'm sure I'll jump right out of it.

Finally I woke up realizing...
That love is all but a lie, a deception I had to live by.



What I hate about waking up...

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It's all about my daily thoughts before the day ends...